this is not my first blog. i had one when i was a teen and tried to quit humanity to become a dandelion
i had one when i was molting and i tried to be popular and failed
this was 'maya the being' but it slept under 'black [bile] swan'. it's a joke no one gets, but i'm saving it
my final arts class in college wanted me to suddenly make a portfolio website
my older sister was helping me. i ran my site title through her: 'coo-sough'
it's a homophonic transformation of kuusou, japanese for dream/ fancy/ ideal/ daydream/ illusion
it sounds like kuso, japanese for shit, but with shorter mora
she told me no. anyway, there's more than one way to pronounce 'sough'
still i'm saving it.